other side

sometimes there’s too much brightness

but all you see is dark

all you crave is shade, your dim space
then look for that soft light

that maybe flicker of hope

that maybe you aren’t lost
you’ve got tears that ease what is

and that scared heart you know is spared

find the pieces as each isn’t broken
calm now my heavy breath 

oh my long sighs

we don’t need to be on the other side

goodbye pepper

it was a crowded cloud of emotions;

excitement, happiness, a grateful heart

to worrying and to suppressed grief

you switch them all off and move on

’til you forget what they were

but they all come crashing back

you give in

Weekly Photo Challenge: Inside | Beautiful Creatures

today i watched the movie for the second time

because i haven’t convinced my little sister to watch it and my procrastinator side just urged me to do it while eating breakfast and while cooking for tonight’s dinner too 🙂

(i’m supposed to be doing some work and other human life duties ;-P)

i have to say this movie really brought back the love for poems i had in me way back in college

nope, i do not follow or remember any poets, i just love how poems have that magical side – those lines that seem to understand what goes around INSIDE our delicate hearts [or maybe just to the very few of us 🙂 ]

the striking poem in the end was this:

there is a place in the heart that will never be filled

a space

we will know it more than ever

there is a place in the heart that will never be filled

and we will wait and wait in that space

what is really happening inside?

and this hit me real real hard in the head that i googled where it came from (although the movie did imply it already i still had to search because i am hard-headed) and voila below was somewhat a full version or something and they just removed just a little part 🙂

there is a place in the heart that will never be filled

a space

and even during the best moments

and the greatest times

times we will know it

we will know it more than ever

there is a place in the heart that will never be filled

and we will wait and wait in that space

– Charles Bukowski (a German-born American poet, novelist and short story writer.)

and i agree so much to this that i had to blog about it, don’t i? that yes there is that space always inside our hearts that we keep waiting to be filled

so watch the movie if you haven’t yet and hopefully enjoy it the way i did

and let’s together read the the book too (because i haven’t yet hehe)

and may i attempt:
that what grows inside can grow beautifully
that what goes in your mind
that what you believe in your heart
it will surely surely be
~ janice in wonderland ~

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bLack daWn

03-30-2013 bLack saTurDay

i took this picture to remind myself how i felt during the holy week

and that i will never ever want to feel the same way again in the next years of this life

that from the dark black dawn comes twiLight and new sunny morn

🙂

now is good

“life is a series of moments, let them go”

took this pic earlier in the afternoon (and the quote and title from the movie i just finished watching)

life indeed is a series of moments, most of them you can only keep in memories

but we can always choose to sort through life… keep only the memories that make you alive now…

the moments that make you hope and believe…

the moments that make you never give up on your dreams 😉

up there

there seemed to be a message behind the clouds this afternoon – something to believe 😉“you are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream..” – C.S. Lewis

DREAM BIG

when JD met Sari ;)

I hate it when I don’t feel like the movie has ended already – that feeling when you laughed and cried over the scenes and then suddenly you see the credits starting to pop up and my face is in a big question mark. Has it really ended?

It wasn’t a sad ending. Not a heart breaking one. But it did not leave me satisfied.

And I keep thinking… maybe because movies most of the times have happy endings, and weird and cool other movies end with an implication that a sequel is coming.

But this one made me realize, I live in a real world. You don’t always get what you want just because you want it.

Oh well. Next movie please.